Truth.

In a world of people who contridict themselves

how am i supposed to tell who's telling

the truth

Its true honesty is the best policy

It doesnt let me lead a life so blindly

So I thank you ever so much ahead of time

if you keep in mind to keep those lies to yourself

Put them on hold, leave them on the shelf and save them for someone else

Because

I

dont want to hear it

have a hard time letting people in life

see it as just a waste of time

since so many people lie

dont have the patience to tell truths from lies

some sound so good

I want to believe it

But then I think about the day

I'd realize what they say is nothin but lies

just to think about the hurt i'd have inside

I dont want to let anyone in my life

Im sensitive beyond belief, but you'd never see that because i wont give you the chance to

Instead im defensive and what i say may sound rude

it keeps me away from some really good people

but people aint always what they seem to be

i dont trust people so easily

this applies especially to guys

all them ones who run game

you should be ashamed

Claming me her and she

saying false things just so you can get between

must be that desperate for sex

Dont fill my head with that bullshit you talkin

i'd appreciate it if you kept on walking

if you not gon tell me the truth

Dont beat around bushes that i can see thru

AND

if its sex you want lets not have a conversation

that'll only add to my frustration

Since i know you dont care about shit I got to say

Since sex is what you want anyway

Dont bother asking for my name

Cuz i cant stand this game

The lines you use the things you say

Its why i cant take compliments ..

See I read between the lines.. even when theres nothing there

When a guy is inclined to say oh she's cute or oh she's fine

that one line that comes next

do she gotta man .. ima make her mine

And when I hear, it appears like this

you tellin me im cute to get me to listen

Asking for my number so you can come and visit

Making me yours by leavin your mark

and when i dont let you in thats when the shit starts

and i'll never hear from you again

Same shit diffrent toilet

whicheva way you want to call it

I

dont like when people have hidden agendas

I have a wall .. built by 17 years of negative ideas

Takes a long time to tear down but seconds to re-build

things that tear it down are things that are real and i can truly feel

If its any other way ..

Ill keep building brick by brick... until I something real hits ... will i be ready to quit.