MOVE on ..
I cant
if i could
i wouldnt
i will always go back
it is just like that...
its the way of the world
I will always be connected to the beginnings
Its where I started it all that I want to keep running to ..
the connection is a deeper than can see .. and the more i think about it
its funny u see..
I say
fuck it
there's no use in trying to fight it
im done lying and denying to
myself and others
Im into him and will always be
and i dare you to ask me why
even better question me
and understand my reply ..
cuz dammit i dont even understand it myself sometimes
what i felt never really left
Some things are forever ..
just as some people are extra clever
what ive done is
.. grown to deal
with what it is i feel
I dare you
to debate what i say
tell me this shit makes no sense
and I
will agree
you see
somethings have no explanation
im past the stages of cute flirtation
i want more
My desire for something real are much higher
Now than before ..
when i was your titleless now and later
and its later and im still playing by old rules
feels like..
but...
i want to give you more
than the just the time of day
than just a place to play
I want to give you more
I
AM
more than a playground
Sex is overrated ...
its overweighted
I dare you
to
argue me on what I just stated
too much as been placed upon how addicted you can make me
I addicted I can become
I dont want to be addicted to dick
let me be addicted to your mind this time
During sex
id like to be sedated..
If i wasnt there it would be easier to bear
If i could step outside myself ..when you want to be pleased
i could do everything you asked with such ease
But i cant
I cant step outside of myself
and be something else
im me
and im more than the eye can see
so im more than this body ..
more than your sexual fantasies
So lets talk
lets have a conversation
this is the dream im chasing
im tired of sitting in frustration
feeling the same sensation
like i'm racing alone and chasing
a destination that isnt there
holding on to
an unattainable emotion that we may never share
I cant
if i could
i wouldnt
i will always go back
it is just like that...
its the way of the world
I will always be connected to the beginnings
Its where I started it all that I want to keep running to ..
the connection is a deeper than can see .. and the more i think about it
its funny u see..
I say
fuck it
there's no use in trying to fight it
im done lying and denying to
myself and others
Im into him and will always be
and i dare you to ask me why
even better question me
and understand my reply ..
cuz dammit i dont even understand it myself sometimes
what i felt never really left
Some things are forever ..
just as some people are extra clever
what ive done is
.. grown to deal
with what it is i feel
I dare you
to debate what i say
tell me this shit makes no sense
and I
will agree
you see
somethings have no explanation
im past the stages of cute flirtation
i want more
My desire for something real are much higher
Now than before ..
when i was your titleless now and later
and its later and im still playing by old rules
feels like..
but...
i want to give you more
than the just the time of day
than just a place to play
I want to give you more
I
AM
more than a playground
Sex is overrated ...
its overweighted
I dare you
to
argue me on what I just stated
too much as been placed upon how addicted you can make me
I addicted I can become
I dont want to be addicted to dick
let me be addicted to your mind this time
During sex
id like to be sedated..
If i wasnt there it would be easier to bear
If i could step outside myself ..when you want to be pleased
i could do everything you asked with such ease
But i cant
I cant step outside of myself
and be something else
im me
and im more than the eye can see
so im more than this body ..
more than your sexual fantasies
So lets talk
lets have a conversation
this is the dream im chasing
im tired of sitting in frustration
feeling the same sensation
like i'm racing alone and chasing
a destination that isnt there
holding on to
an unattainable emotion that we may never share
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