The Cycle

Joy and Pain
Love and hate
past and future
First and Last
Black and White
truths and lies
one thing that keeps them tied
that thin line
how easy it is ...
to be on that line
all the time
day and night
always unable
to make up your mind
opposites and sames
What are we to think of this game?
How many times in life do we play it ...
This never ending trend
of having to forgive
not knowing when its really the end ...
and who tends to the broken hearts... and shattered dreams
Since the ones that hurt you usually leave and if they stay things wont ever be the same
Ive started to hold everything against everybody..
holding things against people who've done nothing to me
i never forget anything though..
doesnt matter what they've done
little or small
i remember it all
seems like if i let them back in
the same shit happens again ..
Feel like i cant fuckin win ...
same ol shit
Some situations you just cant fix with gifts or even words ..
none of it is truly the solution
material things
cant help what im feeling
its the one thing you cant buy
Time is the only thing that can change minds ..and heal the inside
There's no one word to fulfill
what i feel
I dont know what to say to get my message across
Im at a lost of what to do
when im not in control
I dont like this roll
I hate losing ... and then losing in a game thats been played before
its like
Closed doors left unlocked ..the past can always welcome it self back in
And its up to you whether out not you want to deal again
I dont think i can play the same game twice but i find myself ready to roll the dice
And take my chances ... again
Somethings pushing me from within to just give
Maybe i wont get the same result in the end ..
Everyone makes mistakes .... but we play the forgiveness game and so things arent the same ... supposedly ...