the more I said I'd never become that girl …
I became that girl
Now all I can do is think back to girl I was
but its not like I can get her back
that innocence is long gone
but my ignorance is still live
I refused to realize
she is me and i am her
I didnt learn from what I had seen
she is nothing but the reflection of me
after life has done its thing
So I kept right on denying
She was not me and I would never be her
I knew what I was doing
Pretended like I didnt know it was me I was fooling
trying to make myself believe that I wasnt her
but I was
and I am.
So lifes decided to kick me around
and im not screaming or making sounds
all you'll hear is
I told you so
I ignored my signs
So this isnt really news
I figured I just needed to have a plan... so I hid and I ran
but you cant run from whats true
in the end he will always get you
get you to show you greater things
I abused the right of having my own opinion
When I needed to have one I didnt
so those possiblities become a
possibly me.
and while waiting
I think the same thing
How can I forget
that she is me and I am her?