4 A.M.²

I'm feeling such a vacancy,
I don't feel whole
Wish I could put my finger on it
Acapella- Human -Brandy

4 A.M.²
Its my turn
My turn to somehow be honest
Some days i feel empty because of him
I just simply feel alone
because he's all ive ever known
and
some of you wont ever know
because it gets to personal
and thats where the wall
falls
comes in
and
Thats when
the dark clouds descend
and i tend to become someone else
all because
something and someone is missing
theres a void
that i want so badly to destroy
i feel sometimes
guys dont understand me
My thought process is a bit twisted
And i want to fix them
They are little help tho
Its those ones with the y chromosome
its them ones that always wanna bone that
end up on the other end of my phone
trying to ease their way into me
and somewhere you have to draw the line
Never have i cried over a guy
i mean those boo-whos
because i feared his love i would lose
Never have i felt strongly for SOMEONE
I just always feel strongly about ideas ..
So the idea of love
the idea of not being alone
the idea of having the other
some relations tho ..
you should just end
Call it quits,
hope that person you dont miss,
and say
I deserve more
I just have yet to find the one who understands that
not every girl wants her back blown out
then there are some days where i doubt
that their even looking for that
one that doesnt
the one like me
the one with the mistaken identity
that one who somehow gave guys
the impression that all i was good for was undressin
I wanna love with my clothes on
thank you very much
i want to know all the rest
i wanna start in reverse
lets save the "best" for last
because i put it first before
and now i wonder what kept him more
I just want to know that your not
just going thru the motions
Just to get next in line
Show me some how that you know what
loves like when the lights are on.