ThatDeal.

If you know that you that deal
got looks that can kill
1 of the baddest that b real
and can handle yo own bills
tell him
just how you feel
that one stopping the show
constantly having to tell them no
body got em dreamin
heavenly is what they scream
They beggin to make you cream
Sex is all they see they still beggin please please please
got em asking what its like inside them jeans
While they thinkin up some scheme just to get in between
trying to get you to lean
they way
So you lean in real close and this is what you say
I'm that deal n i got that ill
but you not slippin and slidin
tonight
i'm tired of you tryin
so chill
aight?

"No, i dont care"

u know he shits and sleeps breathes and drinks
like the rest of us
i dont see what makes him so damn special
that u cater
to his every need
making sure his every desire is met
fuck his selfish self
he is like any other what is really setting him apart
bcuz he freaks u like u like it or he buys u nice things
If there is no RING then this shit is just a fling that nigga is not your king
and with me saying This
What really makes u take his shit and take his hits?
If
I was you i would truly be thru
4 the life of me
i dont see it
He eat sleeps and breathes like u and me but yet he gets away with everything
as if his seat was next to jesus
please just
help me understand
how this one man can get all up in your head like this
shit
is it
the way he kisses u calls u boo hugs u tight yet
lies thru the night and not in your bed
So really like i said
is this nigga all he is cracked up to be
Sad sorry ass negro i'd tell him to get his shit and go

"Peace(piece)" and "forgotten me 4 he"

Peace(Piece)

I search for peace
So at night i can sleep
I search so i can stop screaming
stop my anxiety and my crying
No more deciet no misery no lying
Thought
i would find that peace in him
so I gave him that piece of me that no one else had seen
i let him recieve
i believed in us
i trusted that he would b my peace
but we see how that turned out
just like the deceased the peace was quickly taken away
he left with my peace see now i'm uneasy
its hard forme to believe another is here for me
i'm left with doubt
still i'm searching for my peace giving pieces of myself
All the while i'm trying to figure out what my search is really about ...
its to find peace in myself
to not look to him for my wealth
and my self worth
alone if i have to be
i can make this all work,
finding peace while keeping the pieces of me.

All that time
I had forgotten all of what was mines
My attention was all on how to blow your mind
time after time
I didnt mind the little part of my life
i was willing to sacrifice
Until a little turned into alot
And all of myself i had forgot
see i was no longer me i was perfectly and completely
made up of your dreams you I pleased continuously
Whatever however you wanted
I tried it , I lied and told you I liked it
I forgot I was owner of myself
It was you I gave me to
I changed my everything for you
yet and still you wanted to play games like a fool
I wanted to keep you happy so i desired to be your fantasy
So i did everything you asked me
I even did extra
for you it was my pleasure
because i was thinkin it would keep you 4eva
But you was extra cleva
You had many different ones
being who i was....
pretending to be for you
I wore the heels in the kitchen and in the bedroom i was dippin lower than before because you and your love i adored
And i continued to do what you wanted me to...
never did i want you to become bored
Myself i continued to lose, somewhere i had to refuse
it was gettin to a point where giving myself i could no longer afford
I was your cookin
cleanin
freak
Who keep you screamin
Dream N'(and) i thought that you had my back
thought u wouldnt find reason to walk
Although no gold.. no hold
No rings just a fabricated dream you cut out for me based on what you felt you may need
So our realtionship was bullshit based on things... i was your... barbie fantasy
I was too forgivin and too willing to give myself away to you
Somethin now i would never do
Though it took time to see i was playin your fool
I looked in the mirror one night and i tried
to find myself and it took
too much time
When i saw me finally I didnt see that girl you called freak
But that woman you shoulda called queen
and accepted 4 who she be.

"Untitled." and "The type"

1
2
3
She can't sleep
thoughts runnig deep
about this man who cheats
thinking about how he is about to catch heat
for all the years she has wasted lovin him
not this time she thought
he will not win
coming in late
not today
not tonight
no way , no how
4 rolls around
as she waits by the door
contemplating her next step
thoughts about all the regrets
the things she could never forget
now beginning to lose her mind
she starts to drink to past the time
not wanting to hear his tired lines
Closer comes 5 and the decison is made
driven by rage
as he walks through the door
his games she would no longer play
She evens the score
3 shots maybe 4 she's ended this war
saying goodbye before saying hi
without any delay no hesitation no pause at all
she watches as he takes the fall
taking his lies with him
no longer does she care to be his wife
Time now 5
him no longer alive
the beginning of a new life
her eyes begin to cry
the sun begins to rise
and with it comes the "mourning"

The type to think he really had mastered the art
but its always over before it really starts
Type to never care about hearts
Never there when you call, but always wants you to answer his call
The type who comes and goes when they please
The type to fuck around
The type to think he's puttin it down
Type to think he is the best thing walking
nevermind all that shit he talkin
The type to use baby and boo because your name he can't remember
Type to go around tryin to run game
Type to think the girls aint doin the same
The type to think they foreva pimpin neva ever gettin played,
they musta not realized the game has changed
Type to talk shit and call you out
but the
Type thats always forgiven
but never willing to say " I'm wrong, I'm sorry"
The type that i'm always attracted to
but the type i can never trust
The type you really be expecting the best from
but you always come up with less
Type to never give a chance to
Telling the Sincerity of these types is impossible to do.
Type to only know how to get up and leave
Nevermind if you are unsatisfied you fulfilled his needs
Type thats hella disrespectful and selfish to say the least.

"Be Easy" and "Dont"

One night Stand
jumpoff
Never can you say "thats my man"
Bcuz they like sex
with you and all the rest
A conversation they don't want to have
Shawty
Breezy
Their freak
Be Easy
Bcuz they have "needs"
they expect you to meet
They like them easy
In and out, like a drive thru
Is what they all about, is what they ever do
I'm surprised
if they haven't tried to run through you
They think its B.K and they can have they way
Wantin thier cake and eat it too
They don't give a damn about you
They care bcuz you CUTE
Somethin new for them to do, so "be easy"
They "come", they go
Thats all they ever know
And you know
they will try to come back by
for more
but we can't lay up like they like thier personal whore
How dare they think
that we are all that weak
Just lay and make some sounds
while they move around thinking putting it down
They don't give a shit about anything pass
"can i hit"
and once one does
you have just become a was
youre a thing of his past
mostly likely just ass
A part of conversation until,
the new sensation
comes along and with no hesitation they'll move along
If you deny
after they try, they'll throw you some lines to fill your mind
just enough time for them to slide inside
the game is old and its a lil tired and i have no desire to play anymore
Ladies we are in control
We can hold it down on our own
We have to respect our minds bodies and souls
And if they cant respect that, then they gotta go
bcuz we can not submit to to becoming their ho

Don't tempt me,
simply, because you think
I might just give in
Don't text me ,
at night telling me all the things..
you know I like
trying to "excite" me , please
Don't speak,
if the words you say will make me weak
Don't whisper
in my ear
Don't kiss my neck and hold me tight and do everything right
making me not want to fight the feelings that i know are wrong
Don't say to me
how you need me
Its the same song
I have heard TOO TOO along
I know what you need and it is NOT me,
its only my body that you see
Don't talk
about how we can get to know each other
how you want to know me
If its only to get inside that you take the time,
Don't waste mines
Don't look at me shocked and suprised when I tell you, you not getting inside
I don't want to hear what you saying
Cuz i know you playing
Its all game so,
Don't pretend,
Don't act like,
you want to know what my feelings are inside
be for real
you want to know what i feel like inside
Don't ask me to chill, hang, or anything else you choose to use
in replace of
"i wanna fuck"
I know whats up
Don't text me about how you want to get next to me be for real
you want next IN me.
So now its like, what do you do?
YOU BE REAL WITH YO SHIT, STRAIGHT UP WIT NO BULLSHIT