Speeding♥'s

Somethings
just
simply
are not meant to exist ...
just
yet
So maybe im not meant to be added to your long lengthy list
its possible that we'll never
get the chance
to
share a kiss
hold a conversation
or
even hold hands
what if we are meant to only say hello and goodbye
wait
maybe we arent even meant to speak
Vice Versa ..
maybe now im not supposed to look you in your eyes
i wonder will there ever come a time where
i'll cry over you
i mean theres nothing more that i'd rather
see is you and i
and you inside
see i want you taking me to new and much needed highs
the timing
must be incorrect
although there were sometimes
where i felt we had a connect
But i expect this from you
You cause the constant phone calls
the texts every hour
the nicknames that'd
bring shame if my mother knew about them
you bring the gifts along with the occasional bullshit
and confusion
i wonder when i know its truly you
They all want to you
i want you bad
just for a minute
maybe for a lifetime
just the chance to call you mine
if your willing
Patience is key
though i know with you easier i'll sleep
We can make each other stronger
though somedays you'll make me weak
Maybe
im to sit and wait for things to play out
it might be you who needs to make the moves
and i am the one to take it easy
make it easy for you to find me
easy to blind me
Come and remind me
its possible
and
that i deserve you
See
Maybe that is how this goes
But i'll never know when i have you
until i do.

Solved.

Distance
Darkness
Silence
Laughter
Comfort me
im content
never let go of my hand.