Perfect World

If this is the last time we speak then wes
should say what we truly feel
we must keep it REAL
dont hold back
as a matter fact
if we say what we mean and mean what we say
then we
should say what we feel and feel what we say
Speak to each other as if we might die today
if we dont wake up tommorrow
imagine the sorrow that are unspoken thoughts will cause us
there's a severity when it comes to clarity
we need it
when shits not clear you could be left wondering for YEARS
using unnecessary tears because of the fear just SAYING IT puts into you
they tell you from the age of three to USE YOUR WORDS
so how come no one speaks no one says what they truly mean
Actions speak louder than words
SO SAY IT
dont debate it
dont wonder
whether or not
if it should be said
if you feel it and you stay silent
if you stay quiet
you have left it all unknown
and knowing that we cant read each other minds
why
dont
we
just...
SAY IT this time
and not just this time but every time
we find ourselves stopping short of the truth
they say the truth hurts
kill me then
thats how bad i want people to say whats real
i cant decipher lines and i dont have the time try
I cant know whats on your mind if you dont
SAY IT
i ask you
why dont we speak from our hearts
why must we continously play parts
play roles ... no one seems to speak from their soul
is it that bad are we that scared of the reactions
are we that scared of what happens?
Lets not leave room for guessing
Time is of the essence , i cant waste it on an assessment of what you might be meaning
leave no room for assuming
If we speak like its our last conversation
then we wont have that temptation
to question our past
the answers are all there you just have to ask
so...
YES that means USE YOUR WORDS
But i was informed only in a PERFECT WORLD.

Untitled.

Yellin'
Screamin'
tears steady streamin
me steady thinkin that i could get my "friend" back
but this is what it is
this is how we act
childish
simple as that.
much more needed to be said
i was in over my head
much more than i could deal with
i couldnt help but to think
It
wasnt over
i wasnt done
Started somethin
i wanted to finish
but you werent in it
it was a
fun n run
i watched you walk away
after you played
and the things i heard you say
still i cant believe today
but cant trust everybody
let alone a nigga
like you who
honestly doesnt have a clue
and doesnt bother to get one
So i wondered some days ..
is this is what it is
is this is how it ends
guess now we cant ever make amends
Funny the things you give for "friends"

Over it.

I'm done fuckin'
y you ask?
Bcuz I have been givin it up
and 4 what
what reason?
guys comin and goin like seasons
No gifts No love
Just sex
nothing next
I mean it wasnt right
but that didnt make me put up a fight
n trust i'd do it again
you have to lose sometimes to win
Extasy filled cries
lines like i love you
are misused
always followed by oooo's
Maybe
that means something to you
But not to me
Can we
for once leave the sheets
please can you talk to me
this time
stimulate my mind and you cant
reach that
thru my thighs
I had to tell you that because looked a little taken a back
You only said "i love you" that
night because I did somethings I never do
You
took me to places I never been
had me facing my fears
your love
i mean sex .. so good had me near tears
best i ever felt in years
Came back 2 back
i mean .. back 2 reality
I saw exactly what've become
confused for one..
cuz
fucking isnt loving just lusting.